Or did you forget to draw a line in the sand that you can look back to and see how far you have come?
Maybe you have not gone that far at all. It happens if you nail one foot to the ground and then keep on trudging in circles. Have you worn a groove in the ground yet?
Then maybe you are just not making the effort. Try it. Making an effort. But don’t get stuck on that. Everything is not supposed to be an effort. Except most things. They tend to be an effort.
Did you get that I’m going in circles here?