Weekly Painting Studio Post #2

A selection of seemingly diverse drawings spread out over my studio floor to evaluate
A selection of seemingly diverse drawings spread out over my studio floor to evaluate

First week of January I started painting up a storm without much forethought. Then I hit one of my normal walls, realising that I am enjoying the activity of painting but I really have no idea what I am trying to achieve. And because of that I went right back to the drawing board.

I have quite a large collection of doodles and small drawings of ideas that I, for some reason or another, did not take further. There are straight doodles, sketches for children’s book illustrations, designs for website graphics, a couple of cartoons, poster ideas and my initial drawings when I was still attempting to do a masters degree focussed on narrative painting.

It seems like a bunch of very diverse things done for different purposes. But if you put them all out, as I have done last week, there is a clear consistency in my style and approach. Recurring themes and devices and ways of approaching pictures that I suspect crept in because I was intent on getting something else right rather than just developing a personal visual language.

I have started developing these ideas further in a sketchbook to flesh out things better for the paintings I intend to do. That will be an ongoing process and an essential one before my paintings will really get of the ground.

But in starting that I also realised that my theme title for the year was not right and I fixed that with something that more clearly describe what my concerns are and what I really want to achieve when I make a painting. I am now clear.

Two other experiences last week, both involving trees, also gave me a thematic focus and an impetus for my paintings. The first was at The Valley of the Waves at Sun City. We were there last week and I was struck by the visual incongruence of the very alive but grey tree trunks poking out of the very green artificial grass. Once I finish my first painting you will see where this finds visual form.

The second thing was when our landlord and a helper came to trim a tree on our boundary that was overhanging the house and dropping leaves into the gutters. What should have been a restrained trim ended up in a mangling of a quite beautiful tree, no matter how badly placed. This event and its resulting impact on me is a second visual and conceptual theme that I will work on this year.

Tree with branches cut short.
Heavily trimmed to avoid leaves in the gutter.

School started today which means I will have less time to think and noodle about for long periods of time. But that also means that my days and weeks are now structured again and within this kind of structure I can plan for and work with pockets of time and all things being equal get more done.

My focus for the coming week then is on orienting my students and preparing my teaching and lessons. But in the back of my mind I work with the question, is what I am teaching also evident in my own work? My preparation for my teaching influences my own work heavily, and vice versa.

But more on that later. Tonight is a school night.

Twelve Wheel Tube – Half Midnight scene 3

Kelsey Quitch dropped the leaking paper bag on Freddie Wotoch’s desk and flopped down on the lemon melamine chair across from him with a deep sigh.

Gerhi Janse van Vuuren, "Red Bitch", 2005, oil on hardboard, 40 x 40 cm
Gerhi Janse van Vuuren, “Red Bitch”, 2005, oil on hardboard, 40 x 40 cm

Freddie did not stop scanning the weekly Saccharine dispatches unrolled in front of him. The Saccharine layer in the upper atmosphere retained a half life salty residue after magical occurrences and was a crude but effective predictor of the state of the magical sphere. “You found the safe,” he said, not looking up.

“There was nothing in it,” said Kelsey. “Nothing except that.”

The paper bag was busy staining the edges of the stack of papers on the left corner of Freddie’s desk a dull pink.

“And that is?”

“Trevor. Well, not all of Trevor, just his head.”

“And Trevor is?”


Freddie leaned back in his chair which creaked ominously and intertwined his fingers under his chin. “Kelsey Quitch,” he said, “I am saying this now even though you know it already. Finding that safe and what was supposed to be in it was the first step in a line of dominoes that must not fall. Not finding it means that that first domino is teetering on the edge.”

Kelsey leaned forward and placed her elbows on her knees. “That you have said before. And a head was not what I was supposed to find. That I know. But what I don’t know was what I was supposed to find.”

Freddie said nothing. Kelsey waited for what could have been a whole minute before she gave up. “Dammit Freddie, give me something.”

Freddie shrugged and leaned forward and picked up the roll of Saccharine dispatches again.

Kelsey slammed her hand flat on the desk so that the bag with Trevor’s head wobbled and rolled away from the stack of papers. “Give me something or I walk away from this one,” said Kelsey, clenching her jaw tightly.

Freddie placed the dispatches slowly down on the desk and for the first time looked at Kelsey. “There is evidence that the safe has been used as a dimensional airlock.”

Kelsey jumped up so that the melamine chair scraped backwards. She walked three paces away from the desk, scratching the back of her head violently before she stopped and turned back. “What kind of evidence? Who gave the evidence? Dimensional lock to where? Used by whom? You tell me something by telling me nothing Freddie. Do you have anything or is this a joke?”

“No joke,” said Freddie.

“So what do you want me to do then?”

Freddie’s voice softened. “Get some answers to your questions Kelsey, because they are our questions too. This may be something or it may be nothing. But if it is something it is something big. Big enough to burn the MCT. Start with where we got the evidence from.”

Kelsey stuffed her fists in her sides. “And that is where?”

“An anonymous tip. A sealed vanilla flask that came through the tubes. No authorisation code, no nothing.”

“A vanilla flask? I thought that was a myth.”

“Scarce, but no myth. It came down the Twelve Wheel Tube. Track it back to the end of the line or to where it came from.”

Kelsey shook her head. “That’s all you got.”

Freddie shrugged and picked up the dispatches.

Kelsey kicked the leg of the melamine chair just hard enough for it to slide sideway before she turned to go.

“Don’t forget Trevor’s head,” said Freddie.

2017 © Gerhi Janse van Vuuren

I publish the web serial Half Midnight at least once a week. Please contact me if you have questions or feedback and if you have enjoyed reading it please forward it to a friend.

The painting Red Bitch was painted while we stayed in Pietermaritzburg. View other paintings from the same period here.

Weekly Painting Studio Post #1

I am able to write this from my studio because for the first time in a considerable number of years I do have a studio. Even though is only half of a double garage and therefore not purpose-built in any way. But is there with enough space to work on painting without hindrance.

Painting by Gerhi Janse van Vuuren of two figures flanked by trees
Gerhi Janse van Vuuren, “remember that we could do anything”, 2017, oil on canvas, 76,5 x 76,5 cm

At the end of last year we realised that my wife had not used her part of our joint office in months. We created a new workspace for her in the house and this freed up the space for me to create a dedicated studio space. This came with a decision to make a concerted effort to create a body of work in the coming year.

For this I have pre-conceived of a focus and approach, in contrast to my usual practice of just painting what comes to mind. Though that is a great way to paint as a hobby it is not a very good idea if you want approach it as a serious pursuit.

Because I started a new series for 2018 I only have a work in progress. The painting accompanying this post, remember that we could do anything, was a conclusion of this painting whatever while at the same time acting as a trial for settling in the new studio. This will also be the last work with figures for the next year because my series for 2018 takes inspiration from plant growth. I am letting go of figures for a while.

I have been neglecting my website almost as much as my painting. With painting as a focus this year I will also use this to focus my site. Over the next couple of weeks I will start populating the pages with my art from 2017 and before. It will take a year to fill it with work from 2018.

In addition to a weekly studio post I will also feature a painting every week. I hope to alternate between work from pre-2017 and current work. And then I will also do a regular post based on information from teaching high school art.

My web serial, Half Midnight, which I started at the end of last year will continue but it will decidedly not be a focus at all. You can think of it as me doodling a story in the margins.

For the coming week I will spend my time on sorting out issues with my site (I am not happy with the template) while working on the first keystone painting of my series. In addition I also need to look at doing some preparation for school which starts in two weeks. And from that it is clear that I’ll have to start juggling things from day one of 2018.

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How Vile – Half Midnight scene 2

The metal door of the downtown loft rattled open and Heidi Fade walked in, straight past Augusto Manteufel who was sitting cross legged in his underpants in the middle of a rainbow coloured rug, contemplating his next masterpiece.

Painting by Gerhi Janse van Vuuren of two figures flanked by trees
Gerhi Janse van Vuuren, “remember that we could do anything”, 2017, oil on canvas, 76,5 x 76,5 cm

Heidi grabbed the kettle in the kitchenette and filled it, wildly splashing water all over the counter top, before she slammed it down and switched it on.

With a groan Augusto got up from the ground and slowly walked over to the kitchenette while rubbing his stiff legs. “What are you doing here?”

“Where’s the sugar?” said Heidi.

“It’s in the pot.”

“No, the pot is empty.”

“Look in the bag in the cupboard.”

Heidi snatched open the cupboard door and stared inside. “This is a mess. How can you live like this?”

Augusto dragged a stool closer to the small island and sat down heavily, leaning with his weight on the top. “Are you upset about anything dear?”

Heidi turned round and leant against the cupboard, folding her arms tightly. “Trevor is dead.”

“That’s not good, is it?”

Heidi bit her lower lip and gave Augusto a look that made it clear that it was not a good thing.

“No, of course not,” said Augusto, “You’ll have to start over with a new mark?”

Heidi grabbed the dish towel and blew her nose loudly. Then she wiped her eyes.

“Are you crying?” said Augusto with a grin on his face. “Did you love him?”

Heidi sniffed loudly and dabbed the corners of her eyes. “Maybe just a little.”

“Oh you vile temptress.”

The kettle started boiling with a shrill whistle and Heidi switched it of. Then she started making tea.

Augusto sat staring vacantly into space while scratching his sparse beard. “At least you do not have to change jobs and names. Maybe you can catch even a bigger fish on the rebound.”

“Maybe,” said Heidi, “but that could take months and money is already tight now — you will have to do something to help out.”

“Please tell me you do not want me to sell my work. It is not ready yet.”

“Then you will have to give up the loft and move in with me,” said Heidi as she leaned across the island and grabbed hold of Augusto’s hand.

“No, I can’t. Not that dingy place. Where will I work? And anyway, it will ruin your cover. I have to stay here.”

“Then you will have to bring in some money.”

“I can’t sell my work,” said Augusto, “just the idea of it, it is vile.”

2017 © Gerhi Janse van Vuuren

I publish the web serial Half Midnight at least once a week. Please contact me if you have questions or feedback and if you have enjoyed reading it please forward it to a friend.

The painting “remember that we could do anything” was my last painting of 2017. View other paintings from the same period here.

Opening Night – Half Midnight scene 1

Live theatre in Lidgrink had reached a level of competitive popularity that was only superseded by that of suburban wargames. The demand for new plays was frenzied and it was not uncommon for even the least enthusiastic theatre supporter to see three plays a week. Most successful theatres debuted at least two plays a week. One week in late summer the Spit & Corn Theatre tried opening seven new plays in one week while maintaining the regular run. The excessive friction on the backdrop pulleys locked the whole system with an ominous screech and the smell of burning oil halfway through act two of the fifth play, drowning out Lord Stanley Kildrick’s triumphant last line.

Ink drawing of woman with bag by Gerhi Janse van Vuuren
Woman with Bag (Drawing for Painting), 2017, India ink on Fabriano board, 33 x 17,5 cm (image) 50 x 34,2 cm (sheet)

Plays six and seven, a ballroom farce and a political thriller, and the matinees and late shows of the run were all played out on a frozen tundra and the Spit & Corn had to close for three days to get their backstage unstuck. It took them six months to get back into the swing of things and only one of the seven plays got a repeat performance. And only because a wealthy patron insisted to hear Lord Stanley Kildrick’s last line in order to settle a bet. He lost.

Despite the theatrical boom breaking onto the scene with a new theatre house and troupe was a very difficult enterprise. The lucrative possibilities caused many to try despite the odds. One of these were Seth Fledgling, the new creative director of the rebuilt Crimson House Theatre. He was cautiously optimistic with the backing of an anonymous investor and access to the three hundred and four unpublished plays of Kieran Gill. Seth had chosen a thrilling mystery called ‘The Locked Box’ as an opener and had enticed a star performer, the incomparable Sarah Style, to take the lead.

It was opening night for both the Crimson House Theatre and ‘The Locked Box’. Money on the rebuilt was a tad short and the stage had no curtains yet so that the audience would enter with the set visible. A raked stage with the floor papered in a dog bone pattern and the infamous box, an office safe, on a wooden scaffold just of centre stage. Sarah Style had arrived an hour early to get herself ready and into the zone. She stood barefoot in the centre of the stage wearing only her dressing gown and humming the chorus of the operetta ‘The Mice of Third Night’.

Suddenly a door slammed at the back of the house and Sarah stopped humming and peered into the dark auditorium, her hand shading her eyes from the lights. “Anybody there?” she said.
A woman came out of the dark, strutting down the left aisle. She spoke loudly, in a high pitch, clearly not trained in proper vocal projection. “I have to talk to you.”

Sarah placed her hands on her hips and instinctively dropped her voice lower. “You can’t be in here.”

The woman had reached the left stage stairs and came onto the stage and into the lights. As if the brightness had struck her in the face she staggered and lost her balance for a moment and turned round with her eyes closed and hands out to balance herself before she came to a stop squinting upstage past Sarah.

Sarah took a small step downstage.

“I’m Heidi Fade,” said the woman, “and I want to know why you got my flowers.”

“I get lots of flowers,” said Sarah, “what’s that to you?”

Heidi jumped and hiccupped with high screech when another woman stepped into the light and spoke. “Where did you get this?”

“For goodness sake,” said Sarah, “it is opening night, not open mike night.”

The third woman, with long dark hair and dressed in grey slacks and a black leather jacket, took a spot centre stage and folded her arms while studying the locked box, an Eld-Eyre Mark 3 office safe, mauve in colour, guaranteed to be unpickable and precariously balanced on a wooden scaffold. “So, where did you get this?” she said.

Heidi shook her head and planted her hands on her hips while sticking out her chin. “I was asking first. I’m not talking about any flowers. My Trevor sent you some flowers. Why?”

Sarah lifted an eyebrow and then also turned to look at the safe. “Whoever did the set found it in the basement. It must have been there for ages.”

The woman pulled a programme for ‘The Locked Box’ out of her jacket pocket and looked at it. “You say whoever Sally, but it is in fact you who designed the set.”

Sarah’s hand flew to her neckline. “Not under my real name. Wait a minute. Who are you? Where did you get a programme? Did Seth put you up to this? That—”

The woman pulled a badge from another pocket and held it up. “Kelsey Quitch, Magic Circle Technics, Rule Director. The MCT do not believe that this safe came from your basement.”

Heidi stepped in between Kelsey and Sarah and got right into Sarah’s face. “Why did Trevor send you flowers?”

Sarah threw her hands in the air. “Who is Trevor?”

“My fiancé.”

“Lots of people send me flowers. I’m famous. People love me. That’s the way fame works. But I don’t know them all.”

Kelsey firmly pushed Heidi aside. “I’m going to have to ask you to open it.”

Sarah pulled the front of her robe together and wrapped her arms tightly. “The safe? I can’t. That’s kind of the theme of the play: a locked box. Don’t you get it?”

Kelsey rubbed her chin. “So, you don’t open it during the play?”

Sarah snorted and turned her back on Kelsey and started walking into the wings. “I can’t tell you that. You will have to come watch the play.”

After having stood dumbfounded for a couple of seconds Heidi came to and jogged after Sarah. “No, Trevor loves me.”

“Then I will have to take it with me,” said Kelsey and walked back to the safe and started pushing against the wooden scaffolding holding it up.

Sarah glanced over her shoulder and stopped dead in her tracks. Heidi bumped into her with another high pitched screech but Sarah ignored her. Only she and Seth knew that they had put the play together on a budget that would have starved a cockroach and that she not only designed the set but also constructed most of it herself. She was fairly good with a hammer but not that good. And anyway, she ran out of nails. “Hey, get away from there,” she said rushing back, too late.

The safe twisted on its perch and then, as if it was making a deliberate attempt, slid forward onto the stage where it bounced, leaving an inverted triangular hole in the floor. Then it fell over flat on its side. Well, mostly flat, because Sarah Style’s left lower leg got in the way and wedged underneath the safe.

Sarah lay on the floor pulling on her leg and wailing loudly while the safe rocked back and forth.

Slowly the door of the safe fell open and clanked down on the stage floor and a round object dropped out with a dull thud and rolled slowly across to where Sarah lay.

Heidi started screaming “Trevor, Trevor, Trevor,” in a counterpoint to Sarah’s wails, who was still not losing any impetus, and eerily enough in the same tempo as the chorus of ‘The Mice of Third Night’.

Kelsey stepped over Sarah and peered into the safe. “As I feared,” she said, “empty.”

The round object stopped rolling right in front of Sarah and as she realised she was staring a severed head in the face she cut her screaming short. “Oh, that Trevor,” she said, rolling her eyes.

2017 © Gerhi Janse van Vuuren

I publish the web serial Half Midnight at least once a week. Please contact me if you have questions or feedback and if you have enjoyed reading it please forward it to a friend.

How much is your time worth?

Silly question because you cannot sell your time. Not really. You can do things for other people and get paid for doing it but are you selling time? Never.

sands in hourglass
Look, the sands of time are running out – give them a quick count
What do you do with time then? You can’t save it, you can’t waste it. It just is. Now. This is time.

See, there it goes. It’s gone.

You wasted it. Now rather go do something else. Something important that could make a difference to you. Could be a nap. Could be a conversation. Could be writing a book, or not.

Enough silly questions, now a writing update.

Novel draft went 30 000 words forwards and 12 000 back. More clarity and focus was were (damn subject-verb rubbish) achieved. More writing needs to be done. It is going to take some time. Please let me know if you have any spare.

One step forward, two steps back

Old cover for Grizzle & Bone
Old cover for Grizzle & Bone under nom de plume Gerhi Feuren
Between 2012 and 2015 I published eight short stories through Amazon Kindle and some of the same eight through other channels (under the name Gerhi Feuren). I sold a handful directly and a mere four copies through Amazon. Clearly not a roaring success. But nevertheless a good process and learning experience.

But I have now unpublished all of my short stories, which may seem as if I am going backwards. Maybe I am but only time will tell. Maybe I will republish them here as free stories. I have not made that decision yet.

Have I given up on writing? No, I haven’t. On the contrary, I am now as committed as ever to keep writing. I am very close to finishing the draft of a novel. Very, very close but I don’t want to say more than that. But I do want to say that my focus is on writing the novel. That novel specifically and then the novel as a particular form.

When I have more information available I will post it here. But for the moment I am hunkering down to finish the first novel. Then other things may be said, or not.

A Ramble through January 2017

Hey, forgot to post this. Better late than never…

Gerhi Janse van Vuuren, 2016, Gradus Uno, oil on canvas
One of the paintings I managed to finish in 2016 titled Gradus Uno

At the end of last year, 2016, it started bothering me that I have a website but I rarely update it. Or if I do get inspiration I fire of a series of five posts in three days and then nothing happens again for three months. This year, 2017, I am aiming for a little more consistency.

I plan to do a monthly update on all the things I am busy with, working on, finished working on, abandoned or restarted in the past month. I will write this update somewhere between the 25th and the end of every month and it will mostly be a ramble around things. Yes, I know that instead of banging it all together in one post I can create a whole slew of shorter posts but I am going for consistent and regular updates here, not the posting championship of three short posts a day for every day of the year.


School started. With a bang. Last year I started the year working on a Class 11 play and I am doing it again this year. But I did not start there, I started with a Class 10 Main Lesson and as usual I have been unraveling the whole thing so that I am putting together a patchwork cloth rather than presenting a finely woven carpet. Not that it hasn’t been interesting and fun so far, it has been, and we have been making wonderful discoveries about colour.

But what I am really looking forward to at the moment is starting on the Class 11 play. We have our first workshop this coming Saturday and today I spent a fair amount of time working out a first draft for a complete rehearsal schedule. On the other hand, my colleague has worked out a detail plan for this Saturday’s encounter.

Between the two of us I am beginning to feel over prepared. And at the same time I started wondering whether getting prepared on this level might not help me get a whole lot of other things done.


I finally figured out how to delimit the essay I have to write for my Teacher Training. I have been gathering information but it was all over the place with no clear focus. This past week I had a brainwave regarding what is said about teaching art in the high school. No matter what at some point when art is explained somebody will say: “…and in class nine we teach black and white drawing.”

Well yes, we do, kind of. But why? And how? And for what purpose? And how? And…?

As you can see, I have been thinking deeply about this. And I will explore it much deeper while I construct an essay about drawing in black in white in class nine. Don’t hold your breath for revelations however, I might still be as muddled about it when I am done as I am now. Though the current class 9s are doing swimmingly in their first forays into drawing in the high school, though it is more grey than black and white.


I have had great success last year with the class 10s and painting. But I felt that I had to take it a level deeper because I was a bit all over the place and I wasn’t sure where we managed to make the most progress. In flailing about for direction I came across the teachings of Herman Hersche.

Even a cursory overview convinced me that here was a method that is not only teachable but will also be able to produce significant progress and lasting results. The only problem is, I am as much a novice at applying the techniques as my students. This past week I attempted a demonstration of the first exercises and failed rather dismally to produce anything valuable.

…and I ended it somewhere in limbo.

If you are tired of quitting stop starting over

Post content to go here.

Grizzle & Bone cover circa 2013
For some reason I love redoing this cover – Grizzle & Bone version 3.2

This post heading has been in my drafts folder for forever. I could leave it there until I have something really good to write or I can just go right ahead and write something to go with it now. Quick, 30 seconds of wisdom on not giving up.

If you are tired of quitting stop starting over. Wise words, isn’t it. It means that momentum is good and that you should treasure it. It also means that you can’t do everything you want to do. There isn’t enough time.

And with that 30 seconds is up and I have no more wisdom to dispense. Was that satisfying though? Is it going to change your life?

Are you a cat person or a dog?

Grizzle & Bone 2011 cover
The 2011 version of a cover I have redesigned half a dozen times since because I can’t make up my mind

Did you see what I did with that question? I asked you not if you are dog person but if you are a dog? Does it destroy the funny when I started explaining the joke? or was it not funny because I am hurting your feeling?

Don’t you just love dichotomies? I don’t. I prefer that there be at least seven different options to choose from and that none of them has any value attached to them. Sweet or sour? Intro or extrovert? Screaming lunatic or only sane man on the planet? Man or woman? Or no man?

Maybe I just hate making choices? How do you decide things?